Author Archives: Karma

There’s a lot a person can say about themselves however the wonder lies in what others find out about you. I believe in karma however I believe there’s nothing that can weigh you down more then you can take. A person can only be as strong as they think and hence I think I can be stronger then anyone and anything atleast mentally that is 😂😂 we don’t want body builders challenging me here people.

For us.

Hello,

hello to someone who means something to me.

If I were to be honest there’s a big part of me who wants to just come out.. and tell you everything that is bothering me, scaring me, getting me anxious. It is quite sad That I can not do it..

I can’t say it’s not because I don’t trust you… truth be told I don’t know what you think of me yet and I don’t know if I can trust you with my demons. And for all that matter, I don’t know if I ever will.

Before we became a thing… in fact, long before we became a thing I had decided that I… would either not get married… or I would tell everything with complete honestly to the one who is meant to be mine and vice versa.

I have not been through a life with seeing conflicts of marriage.. but Marriage has always seemed something out of my league. However when you came along I just… knew that this was something I wanted.

I knew or at least I believed that no matter what the future held or whoever you were, whatever you were like… I’d be fine. Frankly you’ve turned out a lot better then what I hoped for you to be.

Maybe you being as good as you are scares me about sharing with you who I am, or have been. You make me want to bury my past… myself.. you make me want to forget all the demons I have… and surprisingly you who I don’t even know that well somehow make me feel as if I’ve known you from the beginning.

I don’t know where this “us” stands for our sake, I don’t know what the right thing to do is. All I know.. I’ve taken the step for us.. and what I believe was the right thing to do is bury everything… the good, the bad, the demons.. as well as my innocence.

For us.. today, I pledge before myself that I will whatever it takes and get a life with you that I believe you and I both deserve. To us, may we both be as wonderful as we are today. And for us, may I be the perfection you say I am.

For we are perfect InshaAllah.

You.

Hello.

Hello to us.

We happened quite unexpectedly… it’s arranged for both of us, and both of us agreed to it because it just felt right? I guess.

You trusted your parents and I….. I trusted my will… and my will told me I needed to be tied down.

I got tied to you, and it was weird.. I didn’t know you, a part of me didn’t want too. You were someone who I thought would be uninterested I do not know why. I thought I’d live a life that would somehow have nothing to do with you.

You seem quite a complicated person yet someone so simple, it’s been around three months and around 2 since we’ve been talking but have I really figured out anything about you?

I think I have, atleast enough.. I know that I love listening to you and your serious plans and how you know how things should go.

How your just so similar to my father yet so different. How your always set on making things look so easy.

I wonder, do I adore you? Do I like you? Or have you been simply getting in my head. I know not. All I believe is that you… are good.