Hey

Hey, how’ve you been? How was your day? How was your friend? I saw you woke up late I shall take that as “I had fun”. I had a very casual boring day.. didn’t do much.. or anything at all for that matter..

It’s been a few days thát whenever I get into bed at night I always can’t stop thinking about you. It’s not much thinking just stuff like how your voice sounds or what it’ll be like when you’ll officially fight with me or use a harsh shut up call or how you’ll eventually one day be tired of me being sỡ overprotective and serious about Santa… so forth and on.

It’s pleasing and scary at the same time.

One thing that has changed abit is that I’m not concerned about anything regarding me and you like nothing serious.. and I’m not dying to like call you all the time.. I’m not sure if me trying to communicate with you as much as possible has died down abit because of the situation I’m in or if I’ve just calmed down because you’ve reassured me in a very satisfying manner and I know that whatever your doing at the end of the I’ll be yours and you’ll be mine.

There’s actually a part of me arisen from nowhere that wants to have as much fun being as irresponsible as possible before our wedding or just the nikkah.. I haven’t stepped on it yet but I might.. it’ll be fun.

I do really seriously hope that your as nervous on our wedding night as you were on our first call…. I’ll have such a blast if that happens.

Even though I’m not dying or as desperate to have long conversations with you but I do very much think about miss your presence at all times.. there are times when you ask if you can call I sulk abit because I have nothing to say or am feeling dull but everytime I say yes and pick up your call I’m always glad.

Also I was asked by my therapist once why I believe I love you or what were the good and bad about you… I knew the good and I knew a few of the bad ones but the thing is and was that I’m scared yet so happy to be able to be with you and all the bad that you have because if all I felt for you was because of how good you were then how could it possibly be true or real?

To my dearest most dashing and hot boy… I hope you have a great night the best sleep and the liveliest day tomorrow.

Loads of love from the lady who does both thé talking and the answers.. ♥️