To you who is now a part of me. I believe we’ve come a good distance and in a very satisfactory way. I’ve already said this a few times but… you have no idea how glad I am that the stranger I chose was you. I obviously don’t know if I would’ve been happier or well unhappy with someone else but at this point I am sure about one thing and that is I believe you are the best I could’ve ever asked for. Thank you for being you. For having that wonderful smile and laugh for having the attitude that you do.. for being as supportive and weird as you are and thank you for agreeing to your father’s decision of having you tied down I honestly wouldn’t have wanted to wait longer 😂😂 I’m not sure how much trouble I’ll be giving you and the only thing I am sure about is that I am filled with flaws all over but I assure you…. I want to be the best for you and if somehow someday I see parts of myself that I can improve for you I would gladly do so because in many ways you have won me over and there’s still alot left ofcourse and I have no idea if I’ve won anything I don’t know if your interested in the idk intimate way I don’t know if you are as glad to have me as I am to have you I don’t know if honestly you even like me even though you say I’m perfect and you accept me for all I am or whatever I’ve been but still… do you? And if so…. Can I please believe that I’ve somewhat also been successful at making a place in your heart and life for myself? If not then do you think I am someone who someday can do that? I hope I do because if I can’t then well I’ll be depressed asf and be googling something about winning husbands over tricks 101 😂 I do like you I don’t think I’d say anywhere near love but your somehow someone quite special alhumdulilah. So to my dearest fiancé and my loveliest the most handsome and dashing and irresistible ehrar… a very beautiful good night to you. I hope you sleep amazingly well.
Just a side note but I TRULY MISS YOU! 😂